Thursday, August 30, 2007

Finally, the finally blog

So, according to my list, I have yet to blog about "new news" which is also going to be called my finally blog. Most of those that read this blog have already heard about me being pregnant. That and if you look at my little description of us you will see that I have already added that we are having our first baby in February. So, this blog is a little late in coming and not so new. But, what I am going to do is list some of the things that I thought about when I got pregnant this time. For those that don't know, I had a miscarriage 4 1/2 years ago and after almost a year seeing a fertility doctor we got pregnant again but that also ended in miscarriage (last fall.) I guess I waited to post this on my blog, simply because of the fear that I would miscarry a third time and then have to announce that to the world. However, I am almost 15 weeks along and so far, things are going well. So, I feel it is safe to share my thoughts and excitement about this miracle in my life! We have been waiting for this for a while and so without much further ado, I give you my Finally Blog...

FINALLY
(in no particular order)



*Prayers have been answered! Prayers of Catholic Women in Maryland, of Jewish, Catholic, Baptist, and Mormon women and men alike. Prayers of a 5 year old Christian boy, "bless Miss Becca to have lots of babies." Not to mention prayers of family and friends! It warms my heart to know of all those that have prayed and fasted for Russ and I. I am eternally grateful!
*I will get to use my white blessing blanket that Grandma Larson crocheted for me. It has been sitting in my bedside table for about 5 years.*I will gain weight and be happy about it.
*No more t-v ultrasounds every month.
*No more being poked by needles
every month.
*I will knit hats and make baby blankets for my own baby.
*No more mood swings and hot flashes, ok so maybe, but they will be natural rather than being brought on by artificial fertility drugs.
*I'll get to wear these clothes that have been in my closet for a while. Some of which I bought years ago, others just recently.
*I'll get to be a stay-at-home mother. I will bid farewell to my home for the last 5 years. Bye bye to my little munchkins, my v-ball and b-ball girls, Mother Goose, my closest comrades and my life as I have known it. Now I will be a 24/7 mom!
*No more being jealous of every pregnant woman or woman with a baby!
*I can walk through the baby section of a store and not be sad, but excited about the future of getting things for my baby.
*I can pour over fabrics and ideas to decorate a nursery, knowing that I will actually decorate a nursery within just a few months.
*No more visits to the RMG
*Russ will have more than just a wife to come home to.
*There will finally be a "Robinson" grandbaby!
*I will join my siblings on the "baby train." (I am the caboose bringing up the rear.)


anything else you can think of?


7 comments:

Miriam said...

Becca, I am SO SO happy and excited for you. You were born to be a mom, and you'll be the best mom any kid ever had in the history of kids having moms. I mean that. You are beautiful too. PRegnancy really becomes you. IT's like stepping into your real self almost. Love you...

Kathy said...

Awesome job on the pregnancy post. Good build-up. So are you gonna find out what it is soon?

rachel mccracken said...

So excited for you and yes, I think we are about the same. I will have to elaborate on that in an email. :)

rachel mccracken said...

the same meaning how far along and we are and when we are due...pregnancy brain is so weird...but I am grateful for it. ahhh...

cat said...

CONGRATULATIONS!!! I am so excited for you! As, Mim has already said: You will be the best mom ever!

cat :)

Damitz Family said...

I'm so thrilled for all of you. Lots of prayers and blessings that you get to enjoy every minute of this pregnancy!

Oh, and relish all those hot flashes and mood swings. You've earned them, they have a purpose!

Love ya,
Christine

LanceandNance said...

Oh Becca, I am just so excited to meet this baby! I know he or she will be the Cutest McCuterson baby in the world. I am just sad cause I don't know exactly when I'll get to see your bundle of joy. We have so many fun memories. I love you so much, yes I do!

-Nancy